"What you must know is that I’ve tried it all. From endlessly drinking till crying at 4 am and honestly nothing worked. Even when I met someone cute I couldn’t do it because he wasn’t you or he already had someone. It’s just after all this time I’m still here where you left me and you’re somewhere in a place where I don’t even exist. And it hurts, how it hurts."
"And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened."